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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

hu can tell mii whhy my feeling lyk v moody...

i heard some news from her...dden my feelin lyk some sort of sad sad dde....

haix....

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5:20 AM

Monday, October 30, 2006

haix...today i hab woke up so damn early

ytd midnitex i watch jacky wu dde show...it start at 1230am..dden it end at 2pm
i dden go slp...but horx...i lying on bed i cant even slp...keep tinking things lor...tinking all rubblish la...bicoz my korkor go slp when my father come back...

he oso v stupid lor...he gt reservice at 7pm...dden 5plus muz wake up le...dden somemore slp so lata...dden when my father see him so lata haven slp dden korkor kena fuck by him...stupid right ?? hhaas...dden i about 4am dden slp...i oso duno whhy i cant go slp...Even i force myself go slp oso cant lehx...weird horx ??? LOLs

dden my korkor wake up lata...dden kena fuck by my father again...dden at end timi i was habening sweet dreams...hahas...dden woke up by father...damn fucking angry siia...dden i cant go back slp le...everytimi liddat dde...dden i g0 com 2 watch wei siiao pasta...

dden i fuck by my father...whhy so early wake up and use com...dden i ans him tt...
: Erm duno lehx...jux now gt wan stupid guy wake mii up lor..."

dden horx...he blame my mame siia...sae she use so loud voice 2 scold my bro...wth siia....dden i quarrel wif him again...

after tt 7am i pei my mame go ntuc buy things...hahas...sae until so nice and gd...but all dde things buy dde horx...almost is my things la...hehex...
dden go eat breakfast lor...so nice lor...hahas...

dden when i come back from ntuc wif my mame horx...i found tt where is my keyboard and mouse siia...can jux take away from dde com dde...no connection from dde cpu dde...dden cant use com lor...

but i oso not so stupid la...i go find...hahas...dden let mii found where he put le...guess where he put....hahas..LOLs...he put under his bed...so lame siia...he tink i stupid dde lor...hahas

tt whhy now i now use com 2 write blog....hehex...

and jiejie...ntuc they didn cor mii siia...how ar ?? iizit dun hab le ?? hahas...so worriedd....hahas...

kkx la...i go watch wei siao pasta from youtube le...

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6:06 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Today my two gan jie didn go skool again....hahas...so bad..dden they sae wad thing dde...hahas...full of reason.... hehehx....kidding nia....

My blogs had change le....nice ma ??? hahas...but abit plain lehx....will ma ?? will zafirah ask mii go see my blog horx.... i dun wad 2 press siia...hahas... dden she told mii need 2 press dde look at mii now....hahas...dden i sae if every1 same as mii dde how....dden she scold mii....wad siia....hahas...wadever....

btw why i cant know wad u all toking ??? Not fair siia....hahas...but nvm dde...

but horx...i wan conplain bout dix blogs tt is why dde song onli play once ?? hahas...not lyk last timi le....

And dix blog skin is zafirah choose dde...song is i choose dde...hahas...so overall dde blog is quite nice 2 mii lor....hahas...

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11:19 PM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

haix...someone sae my attitude has change ??

ONli kn0w attitude has change ?? but u will ever ask why i change right ??? or u dare sae it infront of mii ?? dden we settle...u onli sae i had a fucking attitude now...dden at my back sae my bad things...?\

KKx now i sae all things bout mii at dix blogs...why do i hab a fucking attitude ?? hu can ans ?? i dun tink anione know ba right ?? onli will sae bout my attitude bihind my back ....

didin know it better...i hab a family problem...and i hab a fucking father....can u imagin tt u everyday stay at home dden u hab a world day fight wif yr father ?? every single mins...

in my house there will lots of bad words flying around...tt why i hab attitude..

maibi u see dix,, u will find mii tt im jux finding excusses ....but it truth....

when u see dix...u still dun understand my problem...or maibi u jux dun believe wad i sae...u can fuck off le...i dun mind dde....thanks....

ya...i had fired by them from work...

haix saturday,,anne cor mii and told mii,,, u no need 2 go work le...dden i ask her why ?? dden she sae im not suit 2 work in dix area...cb...i tink is horx...i ddin go for dde meeting dden they fired mii ba...i dun even make ani mistake from dde start of work ba...

if wan fired mii dden still ask mii go meeting for wad ?? fuck dde gm la...nb...ddidn come dde meeting for a few mins onli dden ask mii fuck off le...dun work la...i will find another job...

i tink i write dix...maibi some ppls will laugh tt im fired...bicoz they bet mii wun bi working long dde...i dun mind dde...u wan laugh bihind my back oso can dde...but horx...dun ever laught infront of mii...im serious for tt...

Overall...dix few weeks...i dun hab ani gd mood...if ani wan not happy wif mii ,, i will jux fuck u whoever u are...even is my parent...thanks

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7:30 PM

Friday, October 20, 2006

haix...wad happen 2 mii dix few days siia...There two things....

1 ) dix morning i wake up again..my nose bleed again ...fuck up siia...dix timi i confire i didn dreamx of ani gals...hahahs...

dde blood lyk tape water liddat..flow and flow...look lyk my nose had pms dix few days...hahas...but my nose didn feel ani pain lehx...duno why...dden it took mii bout 15mins 2 stop dde blood...kao...dden container which contain my t.paper look so damn bloody erxin...LOLs

2 ) haix...duno why, my fuckin mind thinking of stupid things again...hahas....thinking of dde past of lots of question 2 ask myself...now i tink of last timi i do things...i was reali v stupiid and dum...now i oso understand relationship cant bi drag too long ....

haix...duno wad 2 sae la....onli know dix type of things make mii v v v v moody and fan...sometimi still will cry ...hahas...

im jux a fool tt will cry for dde past....wahahahas~...

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12:25 AM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

am i goin 2 die ??? or wad happen 2 mii ???

19th dix morning wake up...dden suddenly feel something waterly in my nose...so i use a t.paper 2 go in and clean...dden come out is lots and lots of blood...dden i use sec and 3rd t.paper,, dde blood still haben...

mii starting 2 wonder...did i see too much gals ??? hahas...dden i ans myself..no lehx...did i dreamx of gal...oso dun hab lehx...why my nose gt blood dde siia ???

iiziit a sign of dying ?? hahhas...maibi jux scaring myself la...

dde big percentage is ytd i feeling not feeling well ba...onli head turning ma...nthing else le...but why my nose bleed...?

hmmms..toke bout my new job now...hahas

now horx...my job quite fun dde...bicoz i sometimi i habb play dix type of game dde...lyk servise dde thing lor...dden now bicome real thing... but ii oso scolded by them mani timi lor....hahas...but oso learn mani things...

dde best frens at there is dde ah gua...i know it bad 2 cor ppl ah gua la...but horx... i duno wad is his name...hahas..he had taught mii mani thing and cheer mii up when i kena a scold from dde ppl there....

and mii use 2 bi v blur,, when i starting 2 work at new place...dden he teach mii do not so blur and GAN CHONG....hahas...dix wad he lyk 2 sae 2 mi...gan chong will make thing turn 2 dde worst...

he oso gt help mii in lot of things thing dde..lyk help mii explain 2 customer things all tt la...

lyk 2 work wif him...hahas...it sound he is my stead liddat...hahas..no horx...

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7:06 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

siian
should tell him her email siia...now they everytimi chat siia...haix..but nvm la...i dun mind la...i oso didn chat wif her dde ma..but horx...wan fuck up thing iis he always tell mii her thing...he cb siia..ask him stop saeing le..he keep sae sae sae...lyk duno wan show off of wad thing dde...i know i didn chat wif her la...didn hab her hp number la...

u tell mii for wad ...cb..u wan flirt her dden yr problem la...tell mii for making mii jealous...tt why ii sae b4 le...if wan lyk a gal,, dun finda gal tt is yr frenx know dde...they will do wadever u cant imagin dde..

they always sae i hao lians...biicuz ii teachs them how 2 play pool...onli teaches ma...but horx...alway tell mii how u and 11 chatt...wad thing,, wad shit dde...2 mii dix wan dden cor ahlianx lor...

maibi 4i1 ppls saw dix blog horx...pls tell terence,, dun ever tell mii wad her thing again...or else frenx oso no need bi le...i mean it...

speacially write for terence...

do u know tt horx...everytimi liddat sae her thing horx...make mii v fuckup and dun feel lyk toking 2 u at msn...maibi u would tink tt is my problam right ??? fine lor...and horx...SHE COR YR HP AND CHATT WIF U..U NO NEED 2 TELL MII DDE...wad u wan 2 show ?? mean u alreadi gt her and trying 2 make mii jealous ?? yup,, u alreadi hit yr target le...

but horrx...4 years of brother le...i dun wan bicuz of 11 we bicome more worst...so pls stop saeing her thing le...i can pretent duno wad thing dde...but dun sae infront of mii...

wish our frenxship dun end so fast...
i wrote dix,, not bicoz wan quarrel wif u..is ii cant stand u le...srri 2 sae tt...but it dde truth..thanks

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8:05 PM

Sunday, October 01, 2006

ytd 1/Oct was my happiest timi in dix month siia...hehehex

siian lor....wan leave NgeeAnn le...SO keep on make frenx wif low sec ppls....but wan thing is dde most important tt is wan make frenx wif number 11 siia...is a muz...hahas dden ytd gt her msn...but dun dare toke 2 her...But ytd morning her ask mii hu are u at msn siia...dden we chatt from 10plus until 1pm...hehex..so happy lor...wish reali can reali know more bout number 11...hahas...

mungek has quit dden job dden how bout mii siia ???

actuali we sae wan togther work at dde c.s dde...dden now i haven even start work dden she quit le....now duno dde boss wan mii 2 work ma...if wan ii work dde hua dden will bi v v v v lonely siia...zafirah sae there gt suai ge...she siiao siia..tell mii gt suai ge for wad ??/not prettty gal..gt pretty gal dden tell mii ma..haas jking nia...waiting for Nlevel finish dden it happy timi for mii le siia...wahahaha~

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