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Thursday, September 28, 2006

haix...mii and my father quarral everyday siia

3month b4 now...my father keep nag mii 2 study...i know ii dun lyk study la,, But ii still gt study ma...but v less la...study too much i will mad de siia...dden he kepp nag mii siia...when he see mii,, he nag mii every single second siia...ii reali cant stand him le siia...dden 4days b4 now..i scold back him and we fight for hours siia...

until today he lock com and dun let mii use com siia...

sometimi ii reali dun feel lyk goin home siia...jux dun wan see his face...

he sae my blood attitude is dun learnt from hu de..and duno know which type of frenx and teach mi all dix thing....But he duno my temper will liddat is wan timi quarrel and another timi quarrel learnt de...he is damn fan jiu tiu le la...

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

siian....after mungek cor mii

dunno why when ii receive her cor...i feel v moodly and abit sad....she ask mii 2 return my mac u 2 de manager...ii suddenly feel lyk dun wan 2 quit...duno why lehx...dix feeling make mii dun wan quit...last timi liddat now,,,my wish is quiting mac...but now duno why de feeling is sad...i should bi happy right ???

maibi is tt i will never work and see my frenx at mac le ba...tink of tt,, i will bi v restless...haix...maibi dix is de reason 2 let mii hab dix kind of feeling ba...But until dix steps,, it a muz for mii 2 quit le...

it reali fun 2 work at mac...can joke around when i was jux come join mac...but after 1 years...i will show attitude and there no longer ani fun le...Onli stress working at mac...duno wad is de reason....

i know now ii no longer is mac crew le...But ii will miss those days we hab fun when we working,,,when crew outing...i will never 4gt de...

Maibi i quit le..Mani ppl will feel happy ?? shiok ??? no need 2 see my face and mii showing attitude on them le...

Ya i will miss those days...But life will goes on

mac is my first job....and de happiest job i will never found le...i know ii will never find another job lyk tecc mac work until so happy de...hey btw why siia...onli quit job ma...why i write until so sad siia...haaas...But horx ii will reali miss those days ma...hehehx...

zhenhao no longer mac crew le....yeah ??? am ii happy ??maibi ba...hu cares....

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Monday, September 25, 2006

yoyoyo writing emo thing again...wahaha~

haix...ytd she suddenly cor mii and ask mii out 2 pei her...dden at first ii use tt kind of angry voice 2 ans her cor...dden i oso hang her phone...but after hang de phone i sms her and tell her tt dun go bedok le...u go there ton u will make yr jiejie v sad and worried for u de...

dden she sae tt no wan pei her and nthiing 2 do dden go down find frenx lor....dden i tell her i will ask esther 2 pei her....she sae esther gt work at 4pm...she sae tt if ii dun wan pei her today/.... she will go down there again...

ii know she was threatening mii...but i was jux worried and being a frenx i hab 2 go down...haaas...ytd wif her alone,,, dde feeling is jux totally different dden last timi...last timi meet her is v happy..but ytd was lyk nthing liddat...

dden we at nitex go ride bicycle lor...ii lent bike from shawn ....haas...dden she lent from her mother...

overall quite happy ytd lor...have lot of fun...But from de start,, i alreadi tell myself,, i wun bi ending up lyk last timi le...dix gal onli can bi my frenx...cant even i lyk her....

but ii reali wish she can tink and stop worried her jiejie and others ppl care for her...stop doin stupid thing le...if reali wan ppl pei her...ii reali dun mind pei her but she dun go bedok 88 can le...

~end of my emo story~

today i saw number 11 in skool...omg...wahahas~

hmmmms number 11 is a special number is our skool...jux guess yrself la...when no.11 appear i will know de...duno why...haas...dix no.11 horx...hmmms how 2 sae...guai ba...gd ?? wadever...But ii jux dreamx dreamx onli la...haaas...lols...

dix year my favourite number NUMBER 11.... wahahahahaha~

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Friday, September 22, 2006

siian siia...my com finally come back le siia...

My com gt mmc cards problem so go hospital...until today dden come back..miz my com siia...haas...but my com still haven ok yet...duno wad they doin wif my com at there siia...haaas...

wad can ii do wif dix bear ???

dix few days i always see dix bear at my cupboard...dden keep remind mii bout something...i tink of her alreadi 4 days le siia...haix...de good memories still in my brain...i know ii hab 2 4gt..but ii cant siia...wadever...SO ii tink 2 gt rid of de bear...maibi keep it aside...haas...

and horx...to zafirah de....
jiejie...mungek gt scold mii ma ??? cuz dix few days she always cor my hp and ii didn ans her...bicoz horx she keep asking mii out dden i reject her dden she will not happy de...so better dun ans...u dun tell her dix horx...u tell her dix,, she confired angry de...pls horx....

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

hmmms..ii dun even notice ii hab writen so mani blogs le siia...haas...

No money no toke...haas
ii now hab no work...but ii still haven quit mac...i tink all manager finding mii 2 scold mii ba...haas ...cuz ii alway ns ....and haix manager down crew...v bad horx...

But reali work at mac make mii feel so tired...and sometimi ii will hear something tt ii dun lyk,,, so i choose dun go work sometimi...But no wan know my reason ...onli know ii ns...dden prepare 2 bi scolded...

Actuli i dun wan liddat dde...u tink it fun 2 make everybody hate mii ?? ii oso wan ppl 2 "lyk" mii ma...But ii reali dun wan go work 2 listen wad happen 2 her or wad ....i hab enough...even now my favourite manager wanted 2 scold mii or even give mii warning letter ba...

But ii oso dun blame her...maibi ii dun wan hear thing from mac ppl cuzs mani ppl in trouble ba..right ?? mii jux dun " listen 2 much thing " onli..ii dun wan liddat de...

now ii bicoz no job liddat...cuz now manager dun even wan 2 put mii at work...i tink they scare of mii le ba...scare later last min ns again...haas...so ii didn ask for anithing...

so i waiting after Nlevel dden i quit mac...i tink most of ppl will clap and wish ii go ba...cuz ii show attitude when ii working...reali reali...mani thing had happen 2 mii in mac le...maibi it change mii until lidda ba...But ii still will miss mac lyk aunty and de manager and all frenx working at mac de...

ii quit le mac...i will never ever contact mac ppl le...accept my ganjieje....hehehex...ii wish some manager will see dix ba..haas

I had no money now
As ii sae...now ii hab no money ...hmms..dun even hab money 2 eat thing...maibi it gd 2 hab diet liddat..haas..dun even hab 2 sae gt money 2 pay my hp bill la...so cant even sms ppl or wad !!!! ii tink a few days later ppl cant even cor in le ba...so sad siia..hahas

everyday stay home...at home doing nthing...jux waiting for being rotten...Nlevel i tink...jux tink...i will hab a new job...hehex..dden hab money le...

In singapore,,no money = no life

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

heyhey wad a joke for mii

ytd bout 8pm plus she cor mii..shaner cor mii...dden ii ask her why u cor mii ?? i throught u saea dun wan contact mii le ?? dden she sae she wan ask mii something...

de question tt she wan ask mii is ... do ii love her b4 ?? hhhass...tt funny 2 mii siia...ok,,let sae dix clearly wan more and last timi,, i wun stead wif a gal tt ii dun love...clearly enough ??

dden she oso ask mii tt do u wan know de ans why ii break wif uu ?? of course i wan know la..dden said 2 her...if u wan tell dden im interested 2 know la..dden she sae ok...she tell mii bicoz her ex sae my bad thing bihind mii...jiejie...sound so familiar right ?? hmmms..yup haas...

dden her ex sae ii hurt her b4 dden mii not a gd guy 2 stead wif ...dden he request her 2 break wif mii and patch wif him...wow...not bad...since our relationship is so weak..so let it bi...

maibi dix our ending ba...

But ii something tt make mii confused

when ever tt a ppl or a human sae thing bhind my back... when they or maibi de gals tt ii love..they wun even dare 2 ask mii why ?? ask mii dde rreal ans..mean they rather listen 2 de guy sae mii dden ii siia..quite sad lor..

do ii reali look so ah beng until u dun even wan 2 ans mii or scare ii scold uu ?? omg...dden mii and uu end up liddat bicoz of dix kind of "bastard"...i mean two of uu...i'm gonna went crazy siia...

or dix is a easy and simple 2 let gals 2 bulff dix stupid person lyk mii ??? iiziit ?? jux a excuss 2 throw mii away ??? Not bad...haas...

ii'm tired of all dix le..

i'm goin 2 rest and 2 bi single until i'm ok...

rest mean tt ii will not stead until im ok....as ii tink all dde gals bout my age is jux playing onli...jux wan 2 have fun..small gal ma,, cant help...single rox...no need 2 sad bicox of small galssss tt wan hab fun...everydays ii wan pay around and no worried...wahahahah~!!!!!

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

it is bad news for mii

ytd heard from yr jiejie tt u didn go home for days le...dden wif bedok dde guys out...i tink is bedok siiao de ba...wif them through de nitex...dun u feel dangerous ??

i tink now yr stead oso wan of de guy there ba...stupid ish u wei le ta dden let yr mother and jiejie worried...

mani gals die bicoz of this...

gals now at this age horx,, dun even know how 2 tink lor...ppls tell her liddat do dden they do...ii tink her stead ask her go his house,, ii tink she oso will listen go his house lor...dden gals always die at dix timi...

But she duno she liddat do is onli will make her frenx and her family 2 worriied...

kkx la..wadever la..later dde zaza sae mii wad emo again..haas...

so let sae some happy things

mii goin 2 change job le siia...haas..1hr $5 de siia...my ganjiejie scold mii why work same place wif her....haas..gd ma...dden maibi ii not quitting mac so early ba...

haas...cuz dde job need blue or black jeans...actuali ii hab but ii grow fats le...so ii cant wear le...muz "lent" pants from mac...haas...if ii quit le dden ii cant "lent" from mac le...

dden when ii gt money buy a new jean,, ii tink ii can quit mac and no longer mac crew le...dden mac thing and ppl is not my business le...so ii wun bi hearing mac thing and ii wun bi saddish le...hehehex...

ii reali regret for joining mac...

mac ppl has change my tinking since ii join mac...But ii'm happy 2 know my gan jiejie them..haas...wahahahax

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

today wad has happen...

today she has cor mii when ii was playing maple...she ask mii dun contact her le...dden ii ask her iiziit wan break dden she sae yes...dden ask her wad has happen 2 us ?? why muz end up 2 break...

dden she ans mii tt nthing lor...jux break onli ma...is dix a excusses for break ?? why gals horx can trade it so easy...ii lyk all de gals horx,, treat mii or maibi relateship so easy ?? i dun even ask her much and hang her phone le...

As my gan jiejie mungek teaches mii le...ask too much is oso de same..ask le more hurt so for wad ask so much..haas

or iiziit ,, stead wif mii is jux playing wif mii ?? jux stead for fun ?? hmmms maibi lor...Im so tired for all dix le la...But Im not sad lehx,, duno why lehx...maibi is too common for mii le ba...

But sae reali horx..i reali jux started 2 lyk her,,but she ask for break...so is ok for mii de...

hmmms i actuali quite pro siia...

i lyk de gals horx...not lyk hack cares siia...first stead break within 4weeks...
sec...no need sae le...

pro right ?? can stead so short de...now aiming for 1week de stead..liddat will bi more pro...haas..i siiaox le...

after i hang her hp dden i mapling ii die for 2 timies siia/// no mood for games le...so ii writing finish dix blog,, i'll go slp and continue my life without her and her voice le....

~ended everything here at dix hours~

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Monday, September 04, 2006

haix...My today's mood is not so good....

haix...u ytd cor mii and u heard a girl voice right ?? she is my gan jiejie la...bicoz her stead haven come yet dden i was wif her first...uu iiziit tinking tt ii wif other girls ?? Are u angry wif mii bicoz of dix ?? or why uu didn even wan contact mii siia...

until now alreadi 17hrs le...mii jux can waiting for yr sms or cor..cuz yr hp has kena con by yr mother...reali..ii didn bulff u or wad ??

First day of "N" level

today ii going skool 2 take exam...actuali ii dun even know today gt exam siia..haas,, is a person cor raymond sms mii and tell mii de...dden when ii reach skool,, i was de first person 2 reach skool de siia...dden ii sit at there lyk stupid siia...

so boring lor...dden my first paper 2 take is basic chinese...it was quite easy...maibi ill pass de paper...But de english listening paper was so damn hard..duno even know wad shit is de person toking...haas...tink has failed my listening ba...

Tomoro still gt paper...so siian lor...wish de paper is easy lor...easy until pri ppl know how 2 do...( i was jux dreaming...haas)

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