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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

wad has happen mii today...

Today de MALAY GUY hab trouble mii...at first they lyk so childish 2 throw thing at mii for days le...dden today ii cant stand le...dden ii throw de chair at them....after tt they wack mii by my face until my spect fly..after tt he not happy wif mii and ask mii out for "one on one"...

But at tt timi my bro has come...dden he help mii settle...But duno why my parent oso come down...chao cb...so malu 2 hab parent come down....they sure sae wad ii harm chee,,onli cor parent down...tt why ii always gt trouble ii wun tell my parent de..cuz they know they onli will come down complain wif teacher..wad de hell...liddat lyk small kid siia....

ii can confront tt when ii return skool...they will sae : wow cor parent down siia...so scary siia" some sort of this kind of thing de...

dden after de problem my bro scold mii up side down siia...ccb...ii know is my fault but ii jux hate they scold and nag siia...so irritating siia...

i dun lyk my parent 2 settle thing for mii...SO DAMN MALU....

i hate malays guy

they onli look childish and yaogui...

My bro sae wan thing tt make mii wake up tt

he sae tt when ii gt problem dden no1 has help mii...ii feel he is right...ii was tinking right now is tt not even a person hu wan help mii toke or help mii... wad bro at skool or outside is fake de la...ii gt problem all ppl sae cant help...But iizit real cant help ? hu knows...ii tink my real bro is more gd dden those "Bros"..

and ii oso tink my attitude is a big problem for mii....ii reali cant even control my temper tt y today end up liddat....ii tink ii should change my attitude or else i hab lots of problem de...hahas...

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Friday, August 25, 2006

SO Weird when ii was slpiing

when ii was slping ii dreamx of her siia..hahas,,weird right ?
de dreamx is liddat de..i dreamx of going out wif her 2 a (ba some ma ram) at tampines 201.dden we at there gt taiji...after settle she lyk jux disappear...Mii tink tt she confire goin home de...dden ii go find her...

dden she has found by mii..But there still gt another boi....dden i was sad and im wake from dreamx...

Maibi no1 has believe it and tink i was jux lying...But dix dreamx is truth...tt why it so weird 2 mii...haas..a dreamx onli ma...4gt it ba..

ii have lots of regret on dix year...
hu know shaner ? can sae she is my ex ba...at first ii was tinking she is a flirter...and a ah lianz which sniff drugs...and stead wif mii was jux playing de...after ii break wif her..
nowaday she has tell mii tt she nv sniff ...nv wad nv tt de...she has told mii all le...bicuz we now is frenx,,no point lie le...

mean she was jux a normal girl..mean ii last timi do 2 her is hurting her...omg...i dun even know tt...

And she gt stead le...happy wif him ar...and dun sae lies 2 him le..wahaha~

~REGRET AR~

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

My father force mii go tuition at holiday...

I ytd actuali tell my teacher tt ii dun wan go tution on today de...dden my tt father sae today u nthing 2 do dden go tution la...dden ii tell mii holiday let mii rest la...

dden he sae : rest ?? rest still can play com...dden uu go slp la...

he duno is stupid or wad...ii mean rest of course is at home dun touch books la...holiday still touch book....he onli know he pay de money le dden ii muz go tuition...onli care his money cant bi wasted....

didin care ii tired anot...hab dix father so suan ba....sian lor...tution..everyday muz study...

ii hate dix kind of days lor...wish Nlevel finish..dden is my happiest timi le siia...wahahaha

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

maibi ii jux a stupid ba...

Mii onli will listen 2 ppls sae..But iizit truth...even she sae de thing ii oso listen...Do she sae all thing is truth ma...maibi not...mii onli wan live my life...dun bother mii wif her le....

haix..today hab 2 study until v lata le....
tomoro maths siia..i cant fail de...dden ii muz study math from10pm until 12plus ba...haix...

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Monday, August 21, 2006

A reply 2 my jiejie...

Maibi u are correct ba...But ii oso tink u dix timi v smart...ya,,mii tink le...is my reason dden we bicome lidat de...thanks for telling mii...she liddat do not her fault..is my fault....

Maibi as my attitude ii shouldnt stead or lyk a person ba..My tinking and attitude is terrible...do u realise ?? My ex oso break bicuz of my attitude...

But ii can sae,, i didn play wif her..mii is serious...should bi bicoz of dix,,she dun believe mii le ba..mii wun angry wif uu de la mii !!!!!

ppls,, nvm la..xi guan le...onlii sad ma...life oso muz continue de...

To all ppls caring for mii

if uu ppl reali care for mii..pls dun sae her ting 2 mii le...wad kind of,,maibi dix,,maibi tt de...no need sae le...jux let mii bi dix dden ill jux 4gt de...thxk lahx

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Saturday, August 19, 2006

fucker mangaer at mac

Tecc mac,,where is near ngeeann de mac..there gt a fuck manager...why do ii sae him fucker ??? do u know ytd nitex ii was being a nice and stupid ppls and de manager cor william...

he ask mii can extant anot,, dden ii see he not enough ppl dden ii help him...dden ii alone at counter...dden sudddenly customer in..dden he didn even help mii..But he was busy wif his "Hot"....it bout more den 10dip le...he still sever customer wif his HOT...dun even come open counter....dden nvm le...fine..

dden more angry part come le...ii joking wif him tt ii at counter dden uu come in pc..dden as well dun change..cuz at first he is counter de..dden liddat make no different of changing ma...

dden he lyk not happy liddat sae,,anithing not happy de hua go complain 2 sally...wad de hell siia...ii help mii until lyk siiao guy liddat dden he liddat...fuck..next timi...

he still sae if ii wan go back ii can punch out..But at tt timi customer in lyk siiao le...ii punch out he and moimoi sure die...

see next timi ill help him ma

FUCKER MANAGER COR WILLIAM

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

My attitude getting worst ??

ii tink my attitude is getting worst ba..feeling lyk easy irratated by something...dden no mood 2 care so mcuh le...dix wad ii hab leart through my life...DUn treat ppls so gd....treat ppls oso no use de,,it onli end up wif nthing jux lyk mii...

Treat ppls so gd for wad ?? treat so gd ,, they oso treat uu as shit..gd 2 them,, they onli will take it as ii should treat uu gd..didn even treasure it de...dden for wad ?? it so tiring siia...ii need a rest...

until now..dde ppls tt ii treat them as frenx or bro,, dden ask them ,, they dun treat mii as frenx lor...gt secret dden lyk muz mouth 2 ear sae..

forgt it la...now my tinking is u lyk mii or frenx wif mii...ill treasure uu lots...
uu treat mii as nthing..ill jux hark care uu,,and show uu attitude...

DIx year v sad...

ii hab lost mani frenx dix year dden last year....dunno why,,but tink is my attitude thing ba...ii reali dun wan liddat de lor..But duno why ii am jux liddat...ii reali miz last year de timi lor..why there no machines tt can go back de siia...now ii feel im jux nthing person...useless guy....maibi i should tink it myself ba...

Btw...

srri for those ppls tt ii show attitude 2 them de...reali srri..But uu wan accept it or not..ii oso cant force uu...But jux wan sae srri...Give mii sometimi 2 give my attitude...cuz dix few month ii gt lots of problemssss......

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

today paper

TOday my math paper horx...so easy lor...ii tink ill pass de,,but all my frenx sae it difficult ?? duno lehx...my frenx is abit weird from others...ii sae paper easy dden they will sae mii wad ii gt tuition ma..sound so fei chi siia...but reali v easy ma...tt why ii wif frenx horx,, muxz act until wow it so damn difficult dden wun kena suan siia...Right ??

But horx..not onli hab math paper today..still gt cpa..cpa is a computer test...i dun even know wad 2 do lor..wad pie thing de...hahas..tink ill gt single number on my marks ba..haix...

we reali cant bi frenx ma ??

we reali muz end our frenxship here ma ?? iiziit ?? muz walk until dix steps ma ??
wad did ii do siia..dun even do anithing wrong or wad ?? dden we bicome liddat...we now iizit stranger ?? dunno..hu can give mii an conform ans ??

ii living lyk meaningless siia...**

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

First day of prelim
TOday is my english paper....dix morning ii and my frenxs gt some question at report..so we go find our english teacher...dden he give us de ans siia..tell us wad will give later..he sooo damn gd siia..Nlvl can liddat dden gd le siia..hahas
(ii tink too much le horx ? ) hehehex....

De paper1 is damn hard lorx...wad report de,, dun even know..and dde passage,,ii dun even understand wad they sae lor..hahas..slp whold of de paper 1...

Paper two is much sample le....can do all ba...overall,, duno can pass my english paper anot...haix....

Our frenxship is ruin by a bastard..
Actuli mii and u quite gd de...dden bicoz of tt person dden we bicome liddat...We reali wan grant de bastard wish ma...he or maibi she sae dix is spoile us de...dden we now liddat,, i tink de person nowaday at our back laughing at us ba...cuz we alreadi fall into "his" trap le...haix...

I MIZ DE TIMI TT I JUX KNOW U..IT BETTA DDEN NOW !!!!!

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Monday, August 14, 2006

Haix..today so suan and ps

Mii today jux reless skool dden walk my skool de road and walk 2 de buzstop,,dden ii walk wif my head under...dden duno why my frenx stop plus de floor wet dden ii fall at my skool opposite...so ps...haix

dden nvm ii still hurt my finger..now ii cant move siia..haix...

U and ii know le...

U and ii know we cant go back last timi liddat so happy de...uu iiziit no feeling le ?? Or give up le ??/ can ii know ?? i tink ii should give up so tt we both wun so xingu ba...right ?? ii give uu my blog web..duno u gt see anot...if u gt see..can u tell mii wad should ii do now ?? pls///

if u has given up dden as well ii muz give up le...can uu tell mii wad is yr choice ??? haixx...

can uu give mii know yr choice dden ii wun come and fan u animore...

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Mii ytd bad mood and sad bicoz of uu again...

Mii sms u,, u lyk reply so slow...dden ask uu somethiing..gt a feeling tt u dun feel 2 ans mi
DO u reali treat mii as frenx ma ??
ii was tinking im ii right 2 do so much ting 2 save our frenxship ??
ppls sae ii v stupid do 2 all dix...but ii tink it was worth it ba...
ppls was phygoing mii 2 give up on uu....

CAn uu dun make mii feel tt im do all dix is useless can ma ??

btw study hard for yr exam horx.....

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

Ytd uu suddenly ask mii go find uu...sae 1 scary guy waiting for uu downstair... dden ii go find uu..dden send u back home...but ii see nobody siia...duno wad happen..

uu cor mii find uu,, i v happy...but iizit u cant find tt guy dden u sms de ?? iizit ??
ii sae ii wan ask u question not ask de person is hu but is ask others....But uu sae cant...sms dden uu dun reply le...sad siia...

do u know ii still wan ask uu,,, u still gt feelinng for mii anot ?? but uu dun even wan mii 2 ask uu...wad can ii do ?? do uu know when uu didn contact mii...mani ppl sae lots if ting infront of mii...

now my head full of question letting u 2 bi ans....and u gt exam pls study hard....

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Friday, August 11, 2006

mii now is jux wake up and tinking tt she iiziit need 2 cool down or maibi dun force her alreadi ?? But ii reali wan know how long do she need 2 think ?? ****** why uu so stupid go listen tt person words ??

if not we wun bicome liddat ba...dden now uu still wan help de person 2 keep secret ?? ok...i promisi uu tt uu tell mii hu is he or she and i'll pretent lyk nthing happen...ok ma ?? mii onli wan bi last timi liddat...& stop avioding mii pls...can ma ??

as mii didn do ani wrong or bad thing,, why uu still wan avoid mii lyk friday ?? uu didn come work right ?? iizit bicuz of mii ?? pls...dun liddat hao ma......

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

she finally sms mii tell de reason le...someone has sae bad thing behind mii...sae i onli playing wif her....Wtf...ii had knew someone doin thing bihind mii le....ok now ii explain...mii has no stead and didn play wif her...But ii ask her hu de person...she dun tell mii..fine,,,But i'll check de person out de...

or u ownself admite it dden ii'll 4gt it but uu let mii waste my timi 2 check...i oso duno wad i will do when ii know it...

To de Bastard person: U iitizit too boring le,, tell ppl tt are not truth...uu dare de hua..come and toke 2 mii....dun do thing bhind mii...

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To u : mii never even play yr feeling or wad...& why uu so stupid go listen tt bastard dden believe mii ?? If uu didn listen de person's words...we wun bicome liddat lor...i reali lyk u lor....when ii gt stead tt timi ( u oso know de ma ),, ii oso didn lyk her lor...

Can we bi last timi liddat ma ?? can ??

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Ytd ii working at mac dden ii punch ii sit at crew room...someone ask bout ii and her again...SO damn fan...nvm,,but as de person sae tt...as she tink for uu...u are a v flirt gals..iizit ??

Mii started 2 believe wad they sae for uu le...AM ii wrong ?? maibi uu are living in a v happy ways....but mii ?? My body has live until now,,But my tinking has left at de timi we toke and sms...So happy..wad can ii do now ?? onli can tink last timi de thing...maibi u tink tt we didn even start so ii wun gt hurt...right ?? But.........

uu has sae b4 tt u onli stead wif "Bad guys".... wad do u mean dix ?? bad guys onlii treat gals as sex toy and onli hab fun.... nthing much...or iizit wif dix type of ppls,, u will hab fun ??

uu love 2 kena play by bad guys ?? ii dun tink u are de gals ba...ii reali duno how 2 sae le....
if anione has saw all my blogs....pls tell her dun play around wif guys le....

or esle there will bi more guys hurt lyk mii....

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Monday, August 07, 2006

today our skool habing wad shit at morning dden after tt mii and my frenx go see ppls play lan at skool siia..is cs and dota lor...

NgeeAnn sec hab lan ?? weird right ?? dden dde mr chuai sae wan tink of doin a lan at skool.. dunno is reali anot siia....haas..kkx

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haix...today u suddenly sms mii during ii going 2 help my frenx...But actuali is sms wrong de ba ?? iizit ?? so sad lor...do u know when u sae wad de ii msg u ?? dde suddenly my mind flash out last timii de things....ok..if u see dix things dden u will know le...but i dun tink uu will see ba...

But i still wan write for uu...u sae im lata ?? Remeber ?? i tink u hab 4gt le ba ?? mii still rember..do u know why ii dun wan ask u for stead ?? bicuz ii hab stead wif other gal when u tell mii tt u lyk mii ...dden ii hab break wif her,, dden why ii dun ask u " " lehx... bicoz she sae she gt gang de...ii tink uu know right ??
dden she sae wan cor ppl 2 find mii trouble and ask mii "watch my ways back home"....

ii dun wan uu 2 tio sae...tt why iim lata....But ii reali regret lor....it is fake,, she dun even gt gang and jux scaring mii onli....

But uu iizit jux sae make mii happy onli ?? iizit ?? or jux playing mii ??
ii reali dun mind uu jux some sort of playing ?? But uu can at least tell mii wad happen ma ??

At least let give mii a reason 2 give up ba...uu lyk suddenly didn sms dden heard lots of storysss bout uu...ii reali dun wan belive them but im jux tink uu iiziit is de gal they descible ??

mii was tinking....after tt oso heard from mac ppls sae uu gt stead le....dden mii is totally sad lor...ii dun even know wad happen and hear dix news...

after tt is uu quit mac le...dden uu wif a army guy...didn ii do something wrong ?? DID i ??

end wif dix sentence.....im living wif blackandwhite...Life is meaning 2 mii....

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Sunday, August 06, 2006

haix...today come back from work..My father duno why come toke 2 mii sae ii change le...dden my father keepiing ask mii wad happen 2 mii nowadays...dden ii fiinally explode le...ii reali cant stand le...ii onli cry infront of him... But lucky is ii didn tell him or else i sure die de...

ii reali feel lyk 4gt her or wad...but i cant...ii know it very stupid 2 bi lidat..But my ownself cant even stop mii...somemore ii muz act infront of ani ppls include my family tt i am happy..But im not...ii alreadii try not 2 tink so much le...dden keep asking my gan jie not 2 slack and keep myself busy and company...haas...

maibi she duno ba...ii reali cant stop myself tinking all de question tt i wan 2 know....But ii know tt i'll not know de ans ba...de question is lots important 2 mii...

which type of gals are u ?? all tt...and why uu bicome lidat...wad has happen....do ii reali jux a kor 2 u ?? maibi ba...............................

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