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Thursday, February 15, 2007

omg...i am dreaming about u ...and missing u...wtf...

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

yoyo...adit my blog le...hahas...shopping wif my jiejie...

i go out wif Mdm Za on tuesday...she pei mii buy cny clothes...i reali lyk and hate 2 shopping wif her lor...know whhy ??? lyk : she will tell mii weather is nice or not...and deserve 2 buy tt thing or clothes anot...hahas... Hate : everything she sae nice dde things horx...i feel lyk buying siia...hais wo spend money...

hehex...

firstly we reach bugis about 6pm,,we go bugis dde 77th street buy jacket and ring...all she choose for mii dde...but weird thing tt is, she choose dde things i will agree wif her tt is nice dde...dden when i go pay at tt timi...ring=$15+,,jacket=$45+...dden when i took out my net card horx...dde lady working there dde...ask mii 2 buy dde 77th street dde member card horx...

u know how she sae ma ??
she sae how dde good dde card and how nice dde card can do horx...but freakly speaking horx...i duno wad she saeing siia...onli feel she v fan...she wan 1min horx can sae 3sentences siia...i onli know tt 3weeks later i will gt my card...lols...

hahas....dden she fan mii until i pekchek dden i buy dde membership card le...she win le lor...hais...dden all together i spend $70+ at there...hais...

dden horx...we saw rizal at bugis street when we reach there...he oso shopping wif his frens or wad ba...lols...dden at bugis street i bought a pants $40+ dde....dde shop mani ppls lor...dden horx...dden guy working aat there ask mii no need try and see my pants number can le...

dden how i c my pants bihind siia ?? i need 2 turn and see..how can ??? dden za sae wan help mii see...i scold her..u siiao ar ??? hahas...cuz i was wearing begger pants ma...dden can see ma...so ps...lols...wadever....dden dde guy sae...i will help mii see...hahas...it a guy lor...dden finally i buy 3items le..hahas...

after walk and cc at bugis streets...i saw zinc bag...so nice lor...lols...is a black and white bag...she sae nice and mii too siia...i wan buy it !!!!!! so after paying...i walk 2 another shop tt is same ppls open dde...two shop boss is dde same dde...but they keep dde nicer bag at there lor...is a black and red dde..so damn nice lor...but too bad...i pay le...hais..after all shopping horx...we slack at bk drink water and eat thing....

dden we chat there...we always started on a chat at mungek first ....hahas...za sae she had change...reali ??? hu knows siia....hahas...lols...dden she sae horx...gt ppls read my blog dde...reali mehx ???

i tot no ppls read dde lor...no ppls tag mii...dix cor gt read mehx ??? duno she gt make mii happy ma siia..lols...but whhy ppls read my blog and dun tag lehx ???duno la...wadever la...after tt we take bus 12 and we went home....

wad a nice day shopping at bugis...lols...chinese new year coming le...happy new year 2 u horx...hahas...stupid...

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

ytd i and my bro fight...
ytd jus come back from work...he ask mii wad kind of attitude u use 2 toke 2 mummy which is when i on dde back home 2 reach home...my mum cor mii and ask mii when u come back...dden i hang her hp cuz i feel v fan at tt timi....and when he ask mii dix question,, i hack care him and continue do my things...

and he sae tt,,,u better ans my question or else i use chair 2 whack u...but i still hack care him...after tt he use dde chair at living room and ran 2 my front and toke jiao wei 2 mii...but i still hack care him...continue doin my thing....after tt i went 2 my room and lock dde door and eat my dinner at 11pm...dden he bo song le...and mii 2 open dde door and settle wif mii...dden i feel damn fan le...jus come back from work and he at there scold here and there...and dix is not dde first timi....everytimi sae wan use chair and whack mii siia... dden i open dde door...i didn sae anithing dden i use my hand 2 whack his face...and push him until hit my house dde buddish thing drop at floor...

and he oso punch my chest ....fight about 5mins onli la...siian lor...dden my mum stop us...and more thing...my father come back from working....reach home and toke 2 us....and dix timi end at here le...

i finnally know hu is dde fucker le....

dix thing i ytd oso gt toke wif my father ....i told my dad dde whold story and oso told him i wanted 2 ask him out....dden he sae u siiao ar ??? whhy u wan 2 find him out...i sae bicuz i wanted 2 ask him whhy he wan liddat do and iizit he do anot...
will he sae out 2 u im dde buz 3 ??? wad he sae 2 mii....

dden i asked him how can i do 2 let mii sae out everything...he ans mii,,bring 2 knifes 2 go la...stap him until he sae mii...i was lyk 3dots siia...

and he teaches mii somethings tt is...anithing tt is endless dun sae i wan walk farther somemore...maiibi i sae in eng no wan know wad dde meaning la...but i know my dad...he ask mii 2 let it go and continue and life...dun let dix thing 2 fool u so long...i know and understand...but dun u tink it so wad and i do anithing and i bocome liddat...reali v sad lor...

he is dde buz3...

at tt timi i am too hopeless and tell every1 2 help mii,, dix timi dde guy use dix gd timing and gt near mii and sae im yr frens..i wanted 2 help u...

yes !!!! it u...whhy do u wan 2 make mii until liddat ??? do i did anithing anot ??? last timi is yr stead lyk mii dde...not even my business...is dix yr reason ar ???

as my jiejie told mii,, dix guy was actuali dun lyk mii dde....even hate mii....but he was helping mii...i was feeling weird...and until today ....nnow she know 18siao ppls...somemore is 85 ppl...but whhy so chuan ??? same ppl and same gang ???

some ppls at macdo...pls bicare of him...he percentage was higher 2 95%.....wad can i do...teaches mii pls !!!!!

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Monday, January 01, 2007

Bad mood nowaday

dix few days reali v sad lor...duno lehx...my damn bloody brain keep tink rubblish again...everyday go work at home...while taking buses 2 work...i will tink stupid again...

and today i go for work....i work for 6hrs...my manager let mii break for 1hrs...i was lyk wtf...wad should i use or spend at ??? dden i decided 2 go out and buy food and eat...after spending 20mins 2 eat...and i clean my things and rubbish into dde bin...i was lyk damn tired and i wanted 2 slp at crew room...so after a 5min lying on dde table...i reali fall a slp....

dde feeling was lyk slping at mac crew room...i so comfortable,,,and my dreams start......

i dreams bout her...yup,u ....i remember when i always slping at crew room dde table....u will always disturb mii until i pekchar dde...and we hab a happy timi working at mac...yup i know,it a long timi ago...but my mind still stop at there....and i dreams and woke up....

i found tt i am crying when i was dreams...hahas...lucky tts no ppl in dde crew room...dden suddenly i felt so lonely at dde room...reali...i am feeling lonely at tt timie...bicuz normally i break or habing a rest...i couldnt hab a proper rest...

but now...i actuali can slp so soundly and dreams of stupid thing....hahas....after tt i went for a wash on my face...after tt start work...after work...

i buy my money bicuz i am working as a cashier...dden i and dde manager count dde money....and key dde amount into dde com,,it sae i had lost $50...i was so shock...i was so worried and asking them how siia....reali lost ar ?? do i reali pay dde $50 ??? hahas...dden they sae...no need worried man ...they count again ....actuali we count wrongly....hahas....so scary....

after every counting....i went back and dde first bus i took is bus 8....while walking 2 bus 8....my brain tink again ....hahas...stupid brain....LOls...dden i actuali cry when i was walking....

dix was actuali wad happen 2 everyday i was doin...working and crying....Lols...cool man ....hahas....

maibi,,,i can sae tt,,, i will nv 4gt dde day i working at mac....hahas...sound so......hahas....

and jiejie...i tell u dix...

now do u know whhy i alway ask u folo mii ??? work or even buy thing...or whhy i dun go tm my self and i wan 2 meet u at mac b4 goin mac....bicuz i scare of alonely ba...alonely and i will tink of shit thing le...hahas....Lols

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3:51 AM

Monday, December 18, 2006

ccb..i agree wad some ppls sae...

today after gting my result..i went 2 mac wif my frens...we sitted at lobby and dden u come and ask how is my result...dden i sae on dde table...after telling her i go buy food 2 eat...but i saw penny come and kpo...

and u actuali tell her tt : see...zh dde result...so poor siia...dix wad i heard...whhy dun u keep yr mouth stup and sae nthnig ??? dun u know penny is big mouth company dde crew ar ??? when penny walk away .... i told her,,whhy u told penny my result ?? and i ssae dun u know let penny know mean let dde whold mac know ??? wad wrong wif dde sentience i sae ?? and u need 2 sae those fucking thing out ???

ccb ... she sae tt hu ask u yr result so poor...knn...i alreadi know my result not so gd le...u still tell other ppls ....? ccb...and my result so poor is none of yr fucking business knn...and u hab none of yr fucking rights 2 tell other ppls bout my result...

a better word 2 decrible mii and u is we are gans didi and jie...

a worst word 2 decrible mii and u is u are nonebody 2 mii...jus a frens...

not even my mummy do tt...pls tink of it...thanks...

and now i agree wad <>sae le...u are working wif penny wif dde same company as wad i sae infront....hahas...lols....

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5:38 AM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

feel lyk writing blog...but horx...nthing 2 write lehx...hmmms...

oh ya...i reali zulaiha lor....go out didn tell mii,,dden somemore go oversea oso didn sae byebye...btw...tomoro her birthday...19th le...she's gting older...hahahs...lucky she wun bi seeing my blog...hahas...byebye

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6:38 AM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

hmmms...i muz thank dix 2 person....

first wan : of course my gan jie la...zafirah...she intro mii dde expo job...thx ar...

sec wan : edmus goh...ask mii 2 find jobs...he reali gt mii a job 2 carry things dde...1day $60 siia...hahas...thx too ar...hahas...

mii dix few days at home...mii wan gt more and more emo le ...loLs...do u know i everytimi b4 fall a slp...i sure tink of past dde...duno lehx...lying on bed anithing ba...tink of whhy i so stupid and etc....but hu ask mii,,now dden i know im stupid...consider too late le ba, hahas...tt dde every nitex i will do dde ba...

i reali miss badly wad we are dde past....but aniway it is dde past le la...

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2:15 AM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

yo...so happy...

finally i gt my pay le...i can go shoppiing...buy things le...wahahahas...but horx...muz save it at chistmas days...btw we were goin 2 out....all tecc crew hab 2 go ....hahas...more notice pls cor kok mungek...thx...LOls

so hu wan go buy clothes or shopping pls cor mii out in dix few day...okok ?? hahas...bye..

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8:49 PM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

ytd so fun siia...LOLS

ytd sae meet at 1pm dde ma...dden i reach tampines mrt omg no 1 reach ...dden i jux stand there lor...i stand bside and look so stupid...dden horx...i feel so weird...i jux stand there...some of dde ppls lyk know mii liddat, smile at mii...dden in my heart sae...hu tt siia, he siiao iizit ...hahas...after all ppls reach le...dden we go take bus go pasir ris,,our form teacher house le...

dden we reach our teacher house eat and chat lor...toke crap lor...hahas...2.15pm reach her house dden chat until 4plus liddat dden we left...dden we go white sand walk walk ...walk too long le,,dden we found it was too bored le..decide quite a long timi dden we wna go parkway...yaomeng sae tt as well we go parkway horx...dden i can oso dye hair ma...but i tell him i no money...wna dye wad shit...dden he sae lent mii money siia...so damn gd siia...dden edmus sae wan out meet his frenx...later dden meet us...

of course i sae ok la...LOLs...i know some1 see dix will scold mii dde...hahas...but b4 we go dye hair...we go play lan ...battlefield 2...damn bully siia...always kill by them ....hhas...dden damn pakchey le...i go play dota le...better ddeb kill by them...so i feel lyk wasting money 2 play lan ytd siia...dota as well at home play com siia....heart pain siia...hahas...dden play finish lan le...dden we can can go dye hair le...hahas...

dden yc sae wan go temple dden he left too le...onli i and yaomeng le...dden we went 2 joeMeo dye...we reach outside dde shop,,we tinked they close le siia...bicouz dde gate is half close dde...feel abit sad...hahas...LOLs...dden i test test knock on dde gate...see gt ppls ma...lucky still gt ppl insde siia...he onli eating inside...hahas...

cb siia...i kena molest siia...LOLs...hahas...dde person hu help mii dye hair,anihow touch siia...LOls...stop saeing le...ps siia...hahas...dden i sae him wad colour should i dye...dden he help mii choose dix colour i habing ...he sae suit my skin colour...

i sae ok lor...jux dye lor...he painted my hair...LOLs...dden he take dunno wad thing siia..ish a machine la...dden it steam my head siia...hahas...reali steam lor...steam until 20mins siia...i tink so ba...normally i steam bao oso no need so long siia...i tink after steaming,, my head can eat le siia...LOls..craps...hahas...

at tt timi my head was damn hot siia...dden gt water keep on coming down...duno is wad water dde...hahas...after 20mins..he ask mii hot ma ?? in my heart sae,, of course hot la...wan come try ma...hahas...he wash for mii dde dye out dden i look at mirror...i suddenly shock siia...whhy so red siia...die le la...will ugly ma...duno lehx....when u see mii..tell mii yr comman...hahas...so overall...i own yaomeng $35

hahas...siian...after dying hair...i and yaomeng go watch christmas tree...romantic horx...see tree while waiting for yc come slack...tt timi alreadi is 10plus le...sound lyk two stupid guys watching a tall tree at parkway at nitex siia...

can u imagin tt 1 couple...watch christmas tree at nitex...somemore no ppl there onli ....hahas...dden chatt chatt ....dden gt xin xin...reali reali v romantic lor...dden dix couple confire gt kiss kiss dde...hahas...hey, im not gay la...hahas...whhy tink until there siia....hehex...dden yc come le...yaomeng keeping on asking wad yichung jux now do siia...ask ask ask ...dden he ask until his father things...dden next is ask his sis...sound lyk wan married into his house liddat...muz ask his family background...LOLs....we slack at parkway's christmas tree there lor...waiting for winston work finish..

he damn slow siia...waited for him until 11.30 le siia...still haven come out...cor him dden we know he is eating thing ....shit him laa...eat until so long...hahas..when he come out ....we go home wif him ....when reach busstop ...we saw double drak bus...we tink is bus 12 siia...we ran until so tired,,at dden end is bus 14...nb....after 10mis..dde bus come le...dden dde day end le...hahas...

and i wan sae something here....

i tink mungek had angry wif mii...bicoz i tink i have hang her phone for nthing....hahas....tt timi she cor mii 2 intro mii a job lor...dden chat chat dden duno whhy i hang up her cor coz i tink she had hang up le....hahas...after hanging her phone down ...she cor back and scold mii siia...so she confire she angry le...but i jux hack care her la....I DUN WAN PLEASE PPL LE...IT TOO TIRED LE...

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8:58 PM

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

hu can tell mii whhy my feeling lyk v moody...

i heard some news from her...dden my feelin lyk some sort of sad sad dde....

haix....

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5:20 AM

Monday, October 30, 2006

haix...today i hab woke up so damn early

ytd midnitex i watch jacky wu dde show...it start at 1230am..dden it end at 2pm
i dden go slp...but horx...i lying on bed i cant even slp...keep tinking things lor...tinking all rubblish la...bicoz my korkor go slp when my father come back...

he oso v stupid lor...he gt reservice at 7pm...dden 5plus muz wake up le...dden somemore slp so lata...dden when my father see him so lata haven slp dden korkor kena fuck by him...stupid right ?? hhaas...dden i about 4am dden slp...i oso duno whhy i cant go slp...Even i force myself go slp oso cant lehx...weird horx ??? LOLs

dden my korkor wake up lata...dden kena fuck by my father again...dden at end timi i was habening sweet dreams...hahas...dden woke up by father...damn fucking angry siia...dden i cant go back slp le...everytimi liddat dde...dden i g0 com 2 watch wei siiao pasta...

dden i fuck by my father...whhy so early wake up and use com...dden i ans him tt...
: Erm duno lehx...jux now gt wan stupid guy wake mii up lor..."

dden horx...he blame my mame siia...sae she use so loud voice 2 scold my bro...wth siia....dden i quarrel wif him again...

after tt 7am i pei my mame go ntuc buy things...hahas...sae until so nice and gd...but all dde things buy dde horx...almost is my things la...hehex...
dden go eat breakfast lor...so nice lor...hahas...

dden when i come back from ntuc wif my mame horx...i found tt where is my keyboard and mouse siia...can jux take away from dde com dde...no connection from dde cpu dde...dden cant use com lor...

but i oso not so stupid la...i go find...hahas...dden let mii found where he put le...guess where he put....hahas..LOLs...he put under his bed...so lame siia...he tink i stupid dde lor...hahas

tt whhy now i now use com 2 write blog....hehex...

and jiejie...ntuc they didn cor mii siia...how ar ?? iizit dun hab le ?? hahas...so worriedd....hahas...

kkx la...i go watch wei siao pasta from youtube le...

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6:06 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Today my two gan jie didn go skool again....hahas...so bad..dden they sae wad thing dde...hahas...full of reason.... hehehx....kidding nia....

My blogs had change le....nice ma ??? hahas...but abit plain lehx....will ma ?? will zafirah ask mii go see my blog horx.... i dun wad 2 press siia...hahas... dden she told mii need 2 press dde look at mii now....hahas...dden i sae if every1 same as mii dde how....dden she scold mii....wad siia....hahas...wadever....

btw why i cant know wad u all toking ??? Not fair siia....hahas...but nvm dde...

but horx...i wan conplain bout dix blogs tt is why dde song onli play once ?? hahas...not lyk last timi le....

And dix blog skin is zafirah choose dde...song is i choose dde...hahas...so overall dde blog is quite nice 2 mii lor....hahas...

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11:19 PM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

haix...someone sae my attitude has change ??

ONli kn0w attitude has change ?? but u will ever ask why i change right ??? or u dare sae it infront of mii ?? dden we settle...u onli sae i had a fucking attitude now...dden at my back sae my bad things...?\

KKx now i sae all things bout mii at dix blogs...why do i hab a fucking attitude ?? hu can ans ?? i dun tink anione know ba right ?? onli will sae bout my attitude bihind my back ....

didin know it better...i hab a family problem...and i hab a fucking father....can u imagin tt u everyday stay at home dden u hab a world day fight wif yr father ?? every single mins...

in my house there will lots of bad words flying around...tt why i hab attitude..

maibi u see dix,, u will find mii tt im jux finding excusses ....but it truth....

when u see dix...u still dun understand my problem...or maibi u jux dun believe wad i sae...u can fuck off le...i dun mind dde....thanks....

ya...i had fired by them from work...

haix saturday,,anne cor mii and told mii,,, u no need 2 go work le...dden i ask her why ?? dden she sae im not suit 2 work in dix area...cb...i tink is horx...i ddin go for dde meeting dden they fired mii ba...i dun even make ani mistake from dde start of work ba...

if wan fired mii dden still ask mii go meeting for wad ?? fuck dde gm la...nb...ddidn come dde meeting for a few mins onli dden ask mii fuck off le...dun work la...i will find another job...

i tink i write dix...maibi some ppls will laugh tt im fired...bicoz they bet mii wun bi working long dde...i dun mind dde...u wan laugh bihind my back oso can dde...but horx...dun ever laught infront of mii...im serious for tt...

Overall...dix few weeks...i dun hab ani gd mood...if ani wan not happy wif mii ,, i will jux fuck u whoever u are...even is my parent...thanks

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7:30 PM

Friday, October 20, 2006

haix...wad happen 2 mii dix few days siia...There two things....

1 ) dix morning i wake up again..my nose bleed again ...fuck up siia...dix timi i confire i didn dreamx of ani gals...hahahs...

dde blood lyk tape water liddat..flow and flow...look lyk my nose had pms dix few days...hahas...but my nose didn feel ani pain lehx...duno why...dden it took mii bout 15mins 2 stop dde blood...kao...dden container which contain my t.paper look so damn bloody erxin...LOLs

2 ) haix...duno why, my fuckin mind thinking of stupid things again...hahas....thinking of dde past of lots of question 2 ask myself...now i tink of last timi i do things...i was reali v stupiid and dum...now i oso understand relationship cant bi drag too long ....

haix...duno wad 2 sae la....onli know dix type of things make mii v v v v moody and fan...sometimi still will cry ...hahas...

im jux a fool tt will cry for dde past....wahahahas~...

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12:25 AM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

am i goin 2 die ??? or wad happen 2 mii ???

19th dix morning wake up...dden suddenly feel something waterly in my nose...so i use a t.paper 2 go in and clean...dden come out is lots and lots of blood...dden i use sec and 3rd t.paper,, dde blood still haben...

mii starting 2 wonder...did i see too much gals ??? hahas...dden i ans myself..no lehx...did i dreamx of gal...oso dun hab lehx...why my nose gt blood dde siia ???

iiziit a sign of dying ?? hahhas...maibi jux scaring myself la...

dde big percentage is ytd i feeling not feeling well ba...onli head turning ma...nthing else le...but why my nose bleed...?

hmmms..toke bout my new job now...hahas

now horx...my job quite fun dde...bicoz i sometimi i habb play dix type of game dde...lyk servise dde thing lor...dden now bicome real thing... but ii oso scolded by them mani timi lor....hahas...but oso learn mani things...

dde best frens at there is dde ah gua...i know it bad 2 cor ppl ah gua la...but horx... i duno wad is his name...hahas..he had taught mii mani thing and cheer mii up when i kena a scold from dde ppl there....

and mii use 2 bi v blur,, when i starting 2 work at new place...dden he teach mii do not so blur and GAN CHONG....hahas...dix wad he lyk 2 sae 2 mi...gan chong will make thing turn 2 dde worst...

he oso gt help mii in lot of things thing dde..lyk help mii explain 2 customer things all tt la...

lyk 2 work wif him...hahas...it sound he is my stead liddat...hahas..no horx...

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7:06 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

siian
should tell him her email siia...now they everytimi chat siia...haix..but nvm la...i dun mind la...i oso didn chat wif her dde ma..but horx...wan fuck up thing iis he always tell mii her thing...he cb siia..ask him stop saeing le..he keep sae sae sae...lyk duno wan show off of wad thing dde...i know i didn chat wif her la...didn hab her hp number la...

u tell mii for wad ...cb..u wan flirt her dden yr problem la...tell mii for making mii jealous...tt why ii sae b4 le...if wan lyk a gal,, dun finda gal tt is yr frenx know dde...they will do wadever u cant imagin dde..

they always sae i hao lians...biicuz ii teachs them how 2 play pool...onli teaches ma...but horx...alway tell mii how u and 11 chatt...wad thing,, wad shit dde...2 mii dix wan dden cor ahlianx lor...

maibi 4i1 ppls saw dix blog horx...pls tell terence,, dun ever tell mii wad her thing again...or else frenx oso no need bi le...i mean it...

speacially write for terence...

do u know tt horx...everytimi liddat sae her thing horx...make mii v fuckup and dun feel lyk toking 2 u at msn...maibi u would tink tt is my problam right ??? fine lor...and horx...SHE COR YR HP AND CHATT WIF U..U NO NEED 2 TELL MII DDE...wad u wan 2 show ?? mean u alreadi gt her and trying 2 make mii jealous ?? yup,, u alreadi hit yr target le...

but horrx...4 years of brother le...i dun wan bicuz of 11 we bicome more worst...so pls stop saeing her thing le...i can pretent duno wad thing dde...but dun sae infront of mii...

wish our frenxship dun end so fast...
i wrote dix,, not bicoz wan quarrel wif u..is ii cant stand u le...srri 2 sae tt...but it dde truth..thanks

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8:05 PM

Sunday, October 01, 2006

ytd 1/Oct was my happiest timi in dix month siia...hehehex

siian lor....wan leave NgeeAnn le...SO keep on make frenx wif low sec ppls....but wan thing is dde most important tt is wan make frenx wif number 11 siia...is a muz...hahas dden ytd gt her msn...but dun dare toke 2 her...But ytd morning her ask mii hu are u at msn siia...dden we chatt from 10plus until 1pm...hehex..so happy lor...wish reali can reali know more bout number 11...hahas...

mungek has quit dden job dden how bout mii siia ???

actuali we sae wan togther work at dde c.s dde...dden now i haven even start work dden she quit le....now duno dde boss wan mii 2 work ma...if wan ii work dde hua dden will bi v v v v lonely siia...zafirah sae there gt suai ge...she siiao siia..tell mii gt suai ge for wad ??/not prettty gal..gt pretty gal dden tell mii ma..haas jking nia...waiting for Nlevel finish dden it happy timi for mii le siia...wahahaha~

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Thursday, September 28, 2006

haix...mii and my father quarral everyday siia

3month b4 now...my father keep nag mii 2 study...i know ii dun lyk study la,, But ii still gt study ma...but v less la...study too much i will mad de siia...dden he kepp nag mii siia...when he see mii,, he nag mii every single second siia...ii reali cant stand him le siia...dden 4days b4 now..i scold back him and we fight for hours siia...

until today he lock com and dun let mii use com siia...

sometimi ii reali dun feel lyk goin home siia...jux dun wan see his face...

he sae my blood attitude is dun learnt from hu de..and duno know which type of frenx and teach mi all dix thing....But he duno my temper will liddat is wan timi quarrel and another timi quarrel learnt de...he is damn fan jiu tiu le la...

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

siian....after mungek cor mii

dunno why when ii receive her cor...i feel v moodly and abit sad....she ask mii 2 return my mac u 2 de manager...ii suddenly feel lyk dun wan 2 quit...duno why lehx...dix feeling make mii dun wan quit...last timi liddat now,,,my wish is quiting mac...but now duno why de feeling is sad...i should bi happy right ???

maibi is tt i will never work and see my frenx at mac le ba...tink of tt,, i will bi v restless...haix...maibi dix is de reason 2 let mii hab dix kind of feeling ba...But until dix steps,, it a muz for mii 2 quit le...

it reali fun 2 work at mac...can joke around when i was jux come join mac...but after 1 years...i will show attitude and there no longer ani fun le...Onli stress working at mac...duno wad is de reason....

i know now ii no longer is mac crew le...But ii will miss those days we hab fun when we working,,,when crew outing...i will never 4gt de...

Maibi i quit le..Mani ppl will feel happy ?? shiok ??? no need 2 see my face and mii showing attitude on them le...

Ya i will miss those days...But life will goes on

mac is my first job....and de happiest job i will never found le...i know ii will never find another job lyk tecc mac work until so happy de...hey btw why siia...onli quit job ma...why i write until so sad siia...haaas...But horx ii will reali miss those days ma...hehehx...

zhenhao no longer mac crew le....yeah ??? am ii happy ??maibi ba...hu cares....

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Monday, September 25, 2006

yoyoyo writing emo thing again...wahaha~

haix...ytd she suddenly cor mii and ask mii out 2 pei her...dden at first ii use tt kind of angry voice 2 ans her cor...dden i oso hang her phone...but after hang de phone i sms her and tell her tt dun go bedok le...u go there ton u will make yr jiejie v sad and worried for u de...

dden she sae tt no wan pei her and nthiing 2 do dden go down find frenx lor....dden i tell her i will ask esther 2 pei her....she sae esther gt work at 4pm...she sae tt if ii dun wan pei her today/.... she will go down there again...

ii know she was threatening mii...but i was jux worried and being a frenx i hab 2 go down...haaas...ytd wif her alone,,, dde feeling is jux totally different dden last timi...last timi meet her is v happy..but ytd was lyk nthing liddat...

dden we at nitex go ride bicycle lor...ii lent bike from shawn ....haas...dden she lent from her mother...

overall quite happy ytd lor...have lot of fun...But from de start,, i alreadi tell myself,, i wun bi ending up lyk last timi le...dix gal onli can bi my frenx...cant even i lyk her....

but ii reali wish she can tink and stop worried her jiejie and others ppl care for her...stop doin stupid thing le...if reali wan ppl pei her...ii reali dun mind pei her but she dun go bedok 88 can le...

~end of my emo story~

today i saw number 11 in skool...omg...wahahas~

hmmmms number 11 is a special number is our skool...jux guess yrself la...when no.11 appear i will know de...duno why...haas...dix no.11 horx...hmmms how 2 sae...guai ba...gd ?? wadever...But ii jux dreamx dreamx onli la...haaas...lols...

dix year my favourite number NUMBER 11.... wahahahahaha~

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Friday, September 22, 2006

siian siia...my com finally come back le siia...

My com gt mmc cards problem so go hospital...until today dden come back..miz my com siia...haas...but my com still haven ok yet...duno wad they doin wif my com at there siia...haaas...

wad can ii do wif dix bear ???

dix few days i always see dix bear at my cupboard...dden keep remind mii bout something...i tink of her alreadi 4 days le siia...haix...de good memories still in my brain...i know ii hab 2 4gt..but ii cant siia...wadever...SO ii tink 2 gt rid of de bear...maibi keep it aside...haas...

and horx...to zafirah de....
jiejie...mungek gt scold mii ma ??? cuz dix few days she always cor my hp and ii didn ans her...bicoz horx she keep asking mii out dden i reject her dden she will not happy de...so better dun ans...u dun tell her dix horx...u tell her dix,, she confired angry de...pls horx....

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

hmmms..ii dun even notice ii hab writen so mani blogs le siia...haas...

No money no toke...haas
ii now hab no work...but ii still haven quit mac...i tink all manager finding mii 2 scold mii ba...haas ...cuz ii alway ns ....and haix manager down crew...v bad horx...

But reali work at mac make mii feel so tired...and sometimi ii will hear something tt ii dun lyk,,, so i choose dun go work sometimi...But no wan know my reason ...onli know ii ns...dden prepare 2 bi scolded...

Actuli i dun wan liddat dde...u tink it fun 2 make everybody hate mii ?? ii oso wan ppl 2 "lyk" mii ma...But ii reali dun wan go work 2 listen wad happen 2 her or wad ....i hab enough...even now my favourite manager wanted 2 scold mii or even give mii warning letter ba...

But ii oso dun blame her...maibi ii dun wan hear thing from mac ppl cuzs mani ppl in trouble ba..right ?? mii jux dun " listen 2 much thing " onli..ii dun wan liddat de...

now ii bicoz no job liddat...cuz now manager dun even wan 2 put mii at work...i tink they scare of mii le ba...scare later last min ns again...haas...so ii didn ask for anithing...

so i waiting after Nlevel dden i quit mac...i tink most of ppl will clap and wish ii go ba...cuz ii show attitude when ii working...reali reali...mani thing had happen 2 mii in mac le...maibi it change mii until lidda ba...But ii still will miss mac lyk aunty and de manager and all frenx working at mac de...

ii quit le mac...i will never ever contact mac ppl le...accept my ganjieje....hehehex...ii wish some manager will see dix ba..haas

I had no money now
As ii sae...now ii hab no money ...hmms..dun even hab money 2 eat thing...maibi it gd 2 hab diet liddat..haas..dun even hab 2 sae gt money 2 pay my hp bill la...so cant even sms ppl or wad !!!! ii tink a few days later ppl cant even cor in le ba...so sad siia..hahas

everyday stay home...at home doing nthing...jux waiting for being rotten...Nlevel i tink...jux tink...i will hab a new job...hehex..dden hab money le...

In singapore,,no money = no life

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

heyhey wad a joke for mii

ytd bout 8pm plus she cor mii..shaner cor mii...dden ii ask her why u cor mii ?? i throught u saea dun wan contact mii le ?? dden she sae she wan ask mii something...

de question tt she wan ask mii is ... do ii love her b4 ?? hhhass...tt funny 2 mii siia...ok,,let sae dix clearly wan more and last timi,, i wun stead wif a gal tt ii dun love...clearly enough ??

dden she oso ask mii tt do u wan know de ans why ii break wif uu ?? of course i wan know la..dden said 2 her...if u wan tell dden im interested 2 know la..dden she sae ok...she tell mii bicoz her ex sae my bad thing bihind mii...jiejie...sound so familiar right ?? hmmms..yup haas...

dden her ex sae ii hurt her b4 dden mii not a gd guy 2 stead wif ...dden he request her 2 break wif mii and patch wif him...wow...not bad...since our relationship is so weak..so let it bi...

maibi dix our ending ba...

But ii something tt make mii confused

when ever tt a ppl or a human sae thing bhind my back... when they or maibi de gals tt ii love..they wun even dare 2 ask mii why ?? ask mii dde rreal ans..mean they rather listen 2 de guy sae mii dden ii siia..quite sad lor..

do ii reali look so ah beng until u dun even wan 2 ans mii or scare ii scold uu ?? omg...dden mii and uu end up liddat bicoz of dix kind of "bastard"...i mean two of uu...i'm gonna went crazy siia...

or dix is a easy and simple 2 let gals 2 bulff dix stupid person lyk mii ??? iiziit ?? jux a excuss 2 throw mii away ??? Not bad...haas...

ii'm tired of all dix le..

i'm goin 2 rest and 2 bi single until i'm ok...

rest mean tt ii will not stead until im ok....as ii tink all dde gals bout my age is jux playing onli...jux wan 2 have fun..small gal ma,, cant help...single rox...no need 2 sad bicox of small galssss tt wan hab fun...everydays ii wan pay around and no worried...wahahahah~!!!!!

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

it is bad news for mii

ytd heard from yr jiejie tt u didn go home for days le...dden wif bedok dde guys out...i tink is bedok siiao de ba...wif them through de nitex...dun u feel dangerous ??

i tink now yr stead oso wan of de guy there ba...stupid ish u wei le ta dden let yr mother and jiejie worried...

mani gals die bicoz of this...

gals now at this age horx,, dun even know how 2 tink lor...ppls tell her liddat do dden they do...ii tink her stead ask her go his house,, ii tink she oso will listen go his house lor...dden gals always die at dix timi...

But she duno she liddat do is onli will make her frenx and her family 2 worriied...

kkx la..wadever la..later dde zaza sae mii wad emo again..haas...

so let sae some happy things

mii goin 2 change job le siia...haas..1hr $5 de siia...my ganjiejie scold mii why work same place wif her....haas..gd ma...dden maibi ii not quitting mac so early ba...

haas...cuz dde job need blue or black jeans...actuali ii hab but ii grow fats le...so ii cant wear le...muz "lent" pants from mac...haas...if ii quit le dden ii cant "lent" from mac le...

dden when ii gt money buy a new jean,, ii tink ii can quit mac and no longer mac crew le...dden mac thing and ppl is not my business le...so ii wun bi hearing mac thing and ii wun bi saddish le...hehehex...

ii reali regret for joining mac...

mac ppl has change my tinking since ii join mac...But ii'm happy 2 know my gan jiejie them..haas...wahahahax

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

today wad has happen...

today she has cor mii when ii was playing maple...she ask mii dun contact her le...dden ii ask her iiziit wan break dden she sae yes...dden ask her wad has happen 2 us ?? why muz end up 2 break...

dden she ans mii tt nthing lor...jux break onli ma...is dix a excusses for break ?? why gals horx can trade it so easy...ii lyk all de gals horx,, treat mii or maibi relateship so easy ?? i dun even ask her much and hang her phone le...

As my gan jiejie mungek teaches mii le...ask too much is oso de same..ask le more hurt so for wad ask so much..haas

or iiziit ,, stead wif mii is jux playing wif mii ?? jux stead for fun ?? hmmms maibi lor...Im so tired for all dix le la...But Im not sad lehx,, duno why lehx...maibi is too common for mii le ba...

But sae reali horx..i reali jux started 2 lyk her,,but she ask for break...so is ok for mii de...

hmmms i actuali quite pro siia...

i lyk de gals horx...not lyk hack cares siia...first stead break within 4weeks...
sec...no need sae le...

pro right ?? can stead so short de...now aiming for 1week de stead..liddat will bi more pro...haas..i siiaox le...

after i hang her hp dden i mapling ii die for 2 timies siia/// no mood for games le...so ii writing finish dix blog,, i'll go slp and continue my life without her and her voice le....

~ended everything here at dix hours~

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Monday, September 04, 2006

haix...My today's mood is not so good....

haix...u ytd cor mii and u heard a girl voice right ?? she is my gan jiejie la...bicoz her stead haven come yet dden i was wif her first...uu iiziit tinking tt ii wif other girls ?? Are u angry wif mii bicoz of dix ?? or why uu didn even wan contact mii siia...

until now alreadi 17hrs le...mii jux can waiting for yr sms or cor..cuz yr hp has kena con by yr mother...reali..ii didn bulff u or wad ??

First day of "N" level

today ii going skool 2 take exam...actuali ii dun even know today gt exam siia..haas,, is a person cor raymond sms mii and tell mii de...dden when ii reach skool,, i was de first person 2 reach skool de siia...dden ii sit at there lyk stupid siia...

so boring lor...dden my first paper 2 take is basic chinese...it was quite easy...maibi ill pass de paper...But de english listening paper was so damn hard..duno even know wad shit is de person toking...haas...tink has failed my listening ba...

Tomoro still gt paper...so siian lor...wish de paper is easy lor...easy until pri ppl know how 2 do...( i was jux dreaming...haas)

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

wad has happen mii today...

Today de MALAY GUY hab trouble mii...at first they lyk so childish 2 throw thing at mii for days le...dden today ii cant stand le...dden ii throw de chair at them....after tt they wack mii by my face until my spect fly..after tt he not happy wif mii and ask mii out for "one on one"...

But at tt timi my bro has come...dden he help mii settle...But duno why my parent oso come down...chao cb...so malu 2 hab parent come down....they sure sae wad ii harm chee,,onli cor parent down...tt why ii always gt trouble ii wun tell my parent de..cuz they know they onli will come down complain wif teacher..wad de hell...liddat lyk small kid siia....

ii can confront tt when ii return skool...they will sae : wow cor parent down siia...so scary siia" some sort of this kind of thing de...

dden after de problem my bro scold mii up side down siia...ccb...ii know is my fault but ii jux hate they scold and nag siia...so irritating siia...

i dun lyk my parent 2 settle thing for mii...SO DAMN MALU....

i hate malays guy

they onli look childish and yaogui...

My bro sae wan thing tt make mii wake up tt

he sae tt when ii gt problem dden no1 has help mii...ii feel he is right...ii was tinking right now is tt not even a person hu wan help mii toke or help mii... wad bro at skool or outside is fake de la...ii gt problem all ppl sae cant help...But iizit real cant help ? hu knows...ii tink my real bro is more gd dden those "Bros"..

and ii oso tink my attitude is a big problem for mii....ii reali cant even control my temper tt y today end up liddat....ii tink ii should change my attitude or else i hab lots of problem de...hahas...

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Friday, August 25, 2006

SO Weird when ii was slpiing

when ii was slping ii dreamx of her siia..hahas,,weird right ?
de dreamx is liddat de..i dreamx of going out wif her 2 a (ba some ma ram) at tampines 201.dden we at there gt taiji...after settle she lyk jux disappear...Mii tink tt she confire goin home de...dden ii go find her...

dden she has found by mii..But there still gt another boi....dden i was sad and im wake from dreamx...

Maibi no1 has believe it and tink i was jux lying...But dix dreamx is truth...tt why it so weird 2 mii...haas..a dreamx onli ma...4gt it ba..

ii have lots of regret on dix year...
hu know shaner ? can sae she is my ex ba...at first ii was tinking she is a flirter...and a ah lianz which sniff drugs...and stead wif mii was jux playing de...after ii break wif her..
nowaday she has tell mii tt she nv sniff ...nv wad nv tt de...she has told mii all le...bicuz we now is frenx,,no point lie le...

mean she was jux a normal girl..mean ii last timi do 2 her is hurting her...omg...i dun even know tt...

And she gt stead le...happy wif him ar...and dun sae lies 2 him le..wahaha~

~REGRET AR~

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

My father force mii go tuition at holiday...

I ytd actuali tell my teacher tt ii dun wan go tution on today de...dden my tt father sae today u nthing 2 do dden go tution la...dden ii tell mii holiday let mii rest la...

dden he sae : rest ?? rest still can play com...dden uu go slp la...

he duno is stupid or wad...ii mean rest of course is at home dun touch books la...holiday still touch book....he onli know he pay de money le dden ii muz go tuition...onli care his money cant bi wasted....

didin care ii tired anot...hab dix father so suan ba....sian lor...tution..everyday muz study...

ii hate dix kind of days lor...wish Nlevel finish..dden is my happiest timi le siia...wahahaha

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

maibi ii jux a stupid ba...

Mii onli will listen 2 ppls sae..But iizit truth...even she sae de thing ii oso listen...Do she sae all thing is truth ma...maibi not...mii onli wan live my life...dun bother mii wif her le....

haix..today hab 2 study until v lata le....
tomoro maths siia..i cant fail de...dden ii muz study math from10pm until 12plus ba...haix...

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Monday, August 21, 2006

A reply 2 my jiejie...

Maibi u are correct ba...But ii oso tink u dix timi v smart...ya,,mii tink le...is my reason dden we bicome lidat de...thanks for telling mii...she liddat do not her fault..is my fault....

Maibi as my attitude ii shouldnt stead or lyk a person ba..My tinking and attitude is terrible...do u realise ?? My ex oso break bicuz of my attitude...

But ii can sae,, i didn play wif her..mii is serious...should bi bicoz of dix,,she dun believe mii le ba..mii wun angry wif uu de la mii !!!!!

ppls,, nvm la..xi guan le...onlii sad ma...life oso muz continue de...

To all ppls caring for mii

if uu ppl reali care for mii..pls dun sae her ting 2 mii le...wad kind of,,maibi dix,,maibi tt de...no need sae le...jux let mii bi dix dden ill jux 4gt de...thxk lahx

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Saturday, August 19, 2006

fucker mangaer at mac

Tecc mac,,where is near ngeeann de mac..there gt a fuck manager...why do ii sae him fucker ??? do u know ytd nitex ii was being a nice and stupid ppls and de manager cor william...

he ask mii can extant anot,, dden ii see he not enough ppl dden ii help him...dden ii alone at counter...dden sudddenly customer in..dden he didn even help mii..But he was busy wif his "Hot"....it bout more den 10dip le...he still sever customer wif his HOT...dun even come open counter....dden nvm le...fine..

dden more angry part come le...ii joking wif him tt ii at counter dden uu come in pc..dden as well dun change..cuz at first he is counter de..dden liddat make no different of changing ma...

dden he lyk not happy liddat sae,,anithing not happy de hua go complain 2 sally...wad de hell siia...ii help mii until lyk siiao guy liddat dden he liddat...fuck..next timi...

he still sae if ii wan go back ii can punch out..But at tt timi customer in lyk siiao le...ii punch out he and moimoi sure die...

see next timi ill help him ma

FUCKER MANAGER COR WILLIAM

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

My attitude getting worst ??

ii tink my attitude is getting worst ba..feeling lyk easy irratated by something...dden no mood 2 care so mcuh le...dix wad ii hab leart through my life...DUn treat ppls so gd....treat ppls oso no use de,,it onli end up wif nthing jux lyk mii...

Treat ppls so gd for wad ?? treat so gd ,, they oso treat uu as shit..gd 2 them,, they onli will take it as ii should treat uu gd..didn even treasure it de...dden for wad ?? it so tiring siia...ii need a rest...

until now..dde ppls tt ii treat them as frenx or bro,, dden ask them ,, they dun treat mii as frenx lor...gt secret dden lyk muz mouth 2 ear sae..

forgt it la...now my tinking is u lyk mii or frenx wif mii...ill treasure uu lots...
uu treat mii as nthing..ill jux hark care uu,,and show uu attitude...

DIx year v sad...

ii hab lost mani frenx dix year dden last year....dunno why,,but tink is my attitude thing ba...ii reali dun wan liddat de lor..But duno why ii am jux liddat...ii reali miz last year de timi lor..why there no machines tt can go back de siia...now ii feel im jux nthing person...useless guy....maibi i should tink it myself ba...

Btw...

srri for those ppls tt ii show attitude 2 them de...reali srri..But uu wan accept it or not..ii oso cant force uu...But jux wan sae srri...Give mii sometimi 2 give my attitude...cuz dix few month ii gt lots of problemssss......

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

today paper

TOday my math paper horx...so easy lor...ii tink ill pass de,,but all my frenx sae it difficult ?? duno lehx...my frenx is abit weird from others...ii sae paper easy dden they will sae mii wad ii gt tuition ma..sound so fei chi siia...but reali v easy ma...tt why ii wif frenx horx,, muxz act until wow it so damn difficult dden wun kena suan siia...Right ??

But horx..not onli hab math paper today..still gt cpa..cpa is a computer test...i dun even know wad 2 do lor..wad pie thing de...hahas..tink ill gt single number on my marks ba..haix...

we reali cant bi frenx ma ??

we reali muz end our frenxship here ma ?? iiziit ?? muz walk until dix steps ma ??
wad did ii do siia..dun even do anithing wrong or wad ?? dden we bicome liddat...we now iizit stranger ?? dunno..hu can give mii an conform ans ??

ii living lyk meaningless siia...**

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

First day of prelim
TOday is my english paper....dix morning ii and my frenxs gt some question at report..so we go find our english teacher...dden he give us de ans siia..tell us wad will give later..he sooo damn gd siia..Nlvl can liddat dden gd le siia..hahas
(ii tink too much le horx ? ) hehehex....

De paper1 is damn hard lorx...wad report de,, dun even know..and dde passage,,ii dun even understand wad they sae lor..hahas..slp whold of de paper 1...

Paper two is much sample le....can do all ba...overall,, duno can pass my english paper anot...haix....

Our frenxship is ruin by a bastard..
Actuli mii and u quite gd de...dden bicoz of tt person dden we bicome liddat...We reali wan grant de bastard wish ma...he or maibi she sae dix is spoile us de...dden we now liddat,, i tink de person nowaday at our back laughing at us ba...cuz we alreadi fall into "his" trap le...haix...

I MIZ DE TIMI TT I JUX KNOW U..IT BETTA DDEN NOW !!!!!

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Monday, August 14, 2006

Haix..today so suan and ps

Mii today jux reless skool dden walk my skool de road and walk 2 de buzstop,,dden ii walk wif my head under...dden duno why my frenx stop plus de floor wet dden ii fall at my skool opposite...so ps...haix

dden nvm ii still hurt my finger..now ii cant move siia..haix...

U and ii know le...

U and ii know we cant go back last timi liddat so happy de...uu iiziit no feeling le ?? Or give up le ??/ can ii know ?? i tink ii should give up so tt we both wun so xingu ba...right ?? ii give uu my blog web..duno u gt see anot...if u gt see..can u tell mii wad should ii do now ?? pls///

if u has given up dden as well ii muz give up le...can uu tell mii wad is yr choice ??? haixx...

can uu give mii know yr choice dden ii wun come and fan u animore...

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Mii ytd bad mood and sad bicoz of uu again...

Mii sms u,, u lyk reply so slow...dden ask uu somethiing..gt a feeling tt u dun feel 2 ans mi
DO u reali treat mii as frenx ma ??
ii was tinking im ii right 2 do so much ting 2 save our frenxship ??
ppls sae ii v stupid do 2 all dix...but ii tink it was worth it ba...
ppls was phygoing mii 2 give up on uu....

CAn uu dun make mii feel tt im do all dix is useless can ma ??

btw study hard for yr exam horx.....

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

Ytd uu suddenly ask mii go find uu...sae 1 scary guy waiting for uu downstair... dden ii go find uu..dden send u back home...but ii see nobody siia...duno wad happen..

uu cor mii find uu,, i v happy...but iizit u cant find tt guy dden u sms de ?? iizit ??
ii sae ii wan ask u question not ask de person is hu but is ask others....But uu sae cant...sms dden uu dun reply le...sad siia...

do u know ii still wan ask uu,,, u still gt feelinng for mii anot ?? but uu dun even wan mii 2 ask uu...wad can ii do ?? do uu know when uu didn contact mii...mani ppl sae lots if ting infront of mii...

now my head full of question letting u 2 bi ans....and u gt exam pls study hard....

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5:02 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006

mii now is jux wake up and tinking tt she iiziit need 2 cool down or maibi dun force her alreadi ?? But ii reali wan know how long do she need 2 think ?? ****** why uu so stupid go listen tt person words ??

if not we wun bicome liddat ba...dden now uu still wan help de person 2 keep secret ?? ok...i promisi uu tt uu tell mii hu is he or she and i'll pretent lyk nthing happen...ok ma ?? mii onli wan bi last timi liddat...& stop avioding mii pls...can ma ??

as mii didn do ani wrong or bad thing,, why uu still wan avoid mii lyk friday ?? uu didn come work right ?? iizit bicuz of mii ?? pls...dun liddat hao ma......

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6:43 PM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

she finally sms mii tell de reason le...someone has sae bad thing behind mii...sae i onli playing wif her....Wtf...ii had knew someone doin thing bihind mii le....ok now ii explain...mii has no stead and didn play wif her...But ii ask her hu de person...she dun tell mii..fine,,,But i'll check de person out de...

or u ownself admite it dden ii'll 4gt it but uu let mii waste my timi 2 check...i oso duno wad i will do when ii know it...

To de Bastard person: U iitizit too boring le,, tell ppl tt are not truth...uu dare de hua..come and toke 2 mii....dun do thing bhind mii...

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To u : mii never even play yr feeling or wad...& why uu so stupid go listen tt bastard dden believe mii ?? If uu didn listen de person's words...we wun bicome liddat lor...i reali lyk u lor....when ii gt stead tt timi ( u oso know de ma ),, ii oso didn lyk her lor...

Can we bi last timi liddat ma ?? can ??

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10:11 PM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Ytd ii working at mac dden ii punch ii sit at crew room...someone ask bout ii and her again...SO damn fan...nvm,,but as de person sae tt...as she tink for uu...u are a v flirt gals..iizit ??

Mii started 2 believe wad they sae for uu le...AM ii wrong ?? maibi uu are living in a v happy ways....but mii ?? My body has live until now,,But my tinking has left at de timi we toke and sms...So happy..wad can ii do now ?? onli can tink last timi de thing...maibi u tink tt we didn even start so ii wun gt hurt...right ?? But.........

uu has sae b4 tt u onli stead wif "Bad guys".... wad do u mean dix ?? bad guys onlii treat gals as sex toy and onli hab fun.... nthing much...or iizit wif dix type of ppls,, u will hab fun ??

uu love 2 kena play by bad guys ?? ii dun tink u are de gals ba...ii reali duno how 2 sae le....
if anione has saw all my blogs....pls tell her dun play around wif guys le....

or esle there will bi more guys hurt lyk mii....

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11:05 PM

Monday, August 07, 2006

today our skool habing wad shit at morning dden after tt mii and my frenx go see ppls play lan at skool siia..is cs and dota lor...

NgeeAnn sec hab lan ?? weird right ?? dden dde mr chuai sae wan tink of doin a lan at skool.. dunno is reali anot siia....haas..kkx

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9:21 PM

haix...today u suddenly sms mii during ii going 2 help my frenx...But actuali is sms wrong de ba ?? iizit ?? so sad lor...do u know when u sae wad de ii msg u ?? dde suddenly my mind flash out last timii de things....ok..if u see dix things dden u will know le...but i dun tink uu will see ba...

But i still wan write for uu...u sae im lata ?? Remeber ?? i tink u hab 4gt le ba ?? mii still rember..do u know why ii dun wan ask u for stead ?? bicuz ii hab stead wif other gal when u tell mii tt u lyk mii ...dden ii hab break wif her,, dden why ii dun ask u " " lehx... bicoz she sae she gt gang de...ii tink uu know right ??
dden she sae wan cor ppl 2 find mii trouble and ask mii "watch my ways back home"....

ii dun wan uu 2 tio sae...tt why iim lata....But ii reali regret lor....it is fake,, she dun even gt gang and jux scaring mii onli....

But uu iizit jux sae make mii happy onli ?? iizit ?? or jux playing mii ??
ii reali dun mind uu jux some sort of playing ?? But uu can at least tell mii wad happen ma ??

At least let give mii a reason 2 give up ba...uu lyk suddenly didn sms dden heard lots of storysss bout uu...ii reali dun wan belive them but im jux tink uu iiziit is de gal they descible ??

mii was tinking....after tt oso heard from mac ppls sae uu gt stead le....dden mii is totally sad lor...ii dun even know wad happen and hear dix news...

after tt is uu quit mac le...dden uu wif a army guy...didn ii do something wrong ?? DID i ??

end wif dix sentence.....im living wif blackandwhite...Life is meaning 2 mii....

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5:28 AM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

haix...today come back from work..My father duno why come toke 2 mii sae ii change le...dden my father keepiing ask mii wad happen 2 mii nowadays...dden ii fiinally explode le...ii reali cant stand le...ii onli cry infront of him... But lucky is ii didn tell him or else i sure die de...

ii reali feel lyk 4gt her or wad...but i cant...ii know it very stupid 2 bi lidat..But my ownself cant even stop mii...somemore ii muz act infront of ani ppls include my family tt i am happy..But im not...ii alreadii try not 2 tink so much le...dden keep asking my gan jie not 2 slack and keep myself busy and company...haas...

maibi she duno ba...ii reali cant stop myself tinking all de question tt i wan 2 know....But ii know tt i'll not know de ans ba...de question is lots important 2 mii...

which type of gals are u ?? all tt...and why uu bicome lidat...wad has happen....do ii reali jux a kor 2 u ?? maibi ba...............................

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